We definitely did not expect this cycle to be another failure. We didn't think we would be the ones who need $24,000 to make our baby. This has been the rollercoaster ride from hell.
Now our dream is on hold. It's hard to keep waiting and waiting for the one thing you want so badly. But we have no choice. I am hoping to find a job as soon as possible that will allow us to save up some money for treatment. The plan is to save for 6 months and see where we are then. Hopefully we will have more than half in 6-8 months and then we can finance the rest.
Yes, we are going to finance our potential child. Who would ever think that's how you make a baby? Plus doing IVF is no guarantee. The odds are with us, but you cannot predict how this will turn out. What if it takes 2 or 3 tries? That is a lot of time and money.
At this point all we can do is try. We will try our best to make our dream come true.
Until then, I will try my best to be as sane as possible. But that is not easy.
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