Wednesday, October 15, 2014

October 15th - Remembrance Day

For my one and only baby, who we lost earlier this year..we should be meeting you in 9 weeks but instead you are in the stars. I miss you. I love you I love you I love you.

Wednesday, October 1, 2014


So much waiting after waiting after waiting! I have to do 21 days of birth control and then start my next cycle. I have done 12 days of pills and now I am counting down the days until I can go back to the specialist again. All I want to do is start the new cycle and start injections! I really hope when I go back there are no issues and we can start treatment again. All this waiting is really adding up.

Can you believe it has been over 5 months since we lost our one and only pregnancy? And in those 5 months we have had 0 chances to get pregnant again. I just want a chance. Just a chance.

Please just give me a chance. That is all I am asking. I just want to be able to think that maybe, just maybe this will be our time.

December is going to be the hardest for me. We should have been due that month. But instead we aren't. We should be happy and prepping to bring home our new little love. But we aren't. Instead we are hoping for a chance to just try to get pregnant!

P.S. Next person that says 'Just adopt' may or may not get slapped in the face! Do your research before you comment please and thank you.